What do I do about him?

Ok, theres this guy I dated for seventeen monthes. At first he was perfect and I was a *****. I liked two guys at once, it made him suicidal... Like he tried to multiple times. Then I started to wise up that I was super lucky to have him so I started being good to him and I ended up lovin him so we .. Fill in the blanks. Then his mom read his emails and found out and started making me physically ill and wouldnt let me see him anymore so the first day of school I broke up with him, wed been together for nine and a half monthes at the time. He was so hurt that he tried everything he could to keep me away. Then, a month of major drama later we were friends again cauuse he couldnt make himself hate me, within a week we were back together and he treated me better then he ever has... Until febuary second when I broke up with him again. He cried and said he didnt want to lose me, and he never cries. His mom was hitting him for being with me and I couldnt make him go through that. Everything was fine till a week later when he told me he had another gf, I was way hurt. Then another week later he confessed that he only said that to make me jealous and to hurt me and he never really dated her. After that we got along untill he invited me to hang out with his friends where his best friend started talking about us doin it back a year ago and he just let him. So I bitchslapped him. We were then back to fighting and his mom put a restraining order on me. after that I started hearing a bunch of rumors, but he told me at our friends party that none were true. He then apolagized to me and we ended up together again. Then the birthday of a close mutal dead friend also brought us closer together until a week later when he said the cruelest things to me I ever heard and dumped me to pursue my friend. She doesnt like him, amd we didnt talk for a month. Then as times gone on now were friends again and its a week before summer. I want the guy I love back. No more drama, how do I